Jelly Heart

In response to:The Morning After

Fri, 05 Sep 2008 21:28:11 +0200

that sucks but you write about it so beautifully...yano in china they get a day off after a breakup...tho i think you need the distraction of work to help you...xxx

In response to:A long sleepless night

Mon, 25 Aug 2008 08:15:25 +0200

Don't worry dear everything will be alright.

In response to:A long sleepless night

Mon, 25 Aug 2008 00:15:03 +0200

I remember those feeling only too well! :)

In response to:An unfortunate text message

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 11:43:24 +0200

so talk to her, or have you already?

In response to:Hard landing

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 18:57:02 +0200

It's horrible, those feelings. And you think you're getting over it and feeling better, and then you end up back down where you were all over again. Ooops, I'm a little ray of sunshine aren't I?

Thanks for commenting on my blog. The reason some women dump nice blokes and stay with bastards is because they are addicted to adrenalin rushes, to the highs and lows. They mistake that feeling for love, and without it there's no sexual attraction, and no 'magic'. See, it doesn't help that I know in my head why I do it, I can't stop myself doing it, because it feels 'right'.

Dumping someone by text though? God, you just be glad of your own lucky escape. That's the sort of thing a bastard man would do!

In response to:Hard landing

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 18:53:24 +0200

Hi Lulu,

Glad you like it! Thanks for your support. The blog is actually based on something real, but I change names, places and other things to make it a better story for a blog. More novel like story... I prefer it to the regular "I-form" of blogs. Anyway, the pain and the feelings are real.

Keep visiting and invite some friends. There is MUCH more to come. :)

Take care,

JellyHeart

In response to:Hard landing

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 13:57:27 +0200

well written rendition of a very painful moment!
Some pointers from one who has been down that track -
one day at a time ... don't shut your friends out, remember you are OK and don't do anything silly
the pain heals with time, be kind to yourself

love you're blog!

In response to:Hard landing

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 22:43:31 +0200

It's another day tomorrow, a brand new one, it will be better.

We all need to feel sorry for our selves now and again.

In response to:Hard landing

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:58:53 +0200

awww that sucks!! What makes it worse is that nothing can make u feel any better, but time will reveal all! (Hopefully) x

In response to:An unfortunate text message

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 22:37:13 +0200

Jesus, life can be a bitch when it comes too the ones we love. I'm sorry. Know that their are others out there who are dealing with the same shit....sometimes worse. Not that makes it any easier because each individual deals with and feels differently too the next.
I hate it. This kind of bollocks sucks but I'm a firm believer in whatever does not kill you makes you stronger. Hopefully in a few months...maybe weeks time you will understand why all this has happened. xx

In response to:An unfortunate text message

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 21:26:27 +0200

Oh my God, that's so horrible. Hug?

In response to:An unfortunate text message

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 13:06:46 +0200

I know you're going through hell at the moment, but if that's how she feels, better that she goes now than further down the line.
Staying in a relationship that isn't working for you isn't good for either party.
When I was 20 I broke off my engagement because I didn't feel it was right for me, but after a month I was so lonely and miserable that I asked my ex to take me back. He did, and the upshot was that I walked out on him again 18 months into our marriage.
I'm sorry if this sounds hard.
Take care of yourself, and have a hug.

In response to:An unfortunate text message

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 08:05:57 +0200

That's is bad indeed. You spend ages asking yourself what is going on and trying to find the reasons.

In response to:An unfortunate text message

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 08:05:50 +0200

I felt the same. First,it takes time to realise. Then, you are in total despair. No hunger, no sleep, no will to do anything,... Well, more to come on this in my coming posts. So, keep looking.

In response to:An unfortunate text message

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 06:45:51 +0200

yes, i know the feeling of asking yourself, "why?", "why us?", "why me?". i mean, as if when everything is going well or when change is going to happen, why change the "US?"

In response to:An unfortunate text message

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 15:40:21 +0200

Maybe some people don't have the courage to confront their problems...maybe it's easier to leave alone than sitting down and just talk about them.

And as I was reading your comment, I feel like when he leave (as well) a sms in my mobile. I was sleeping happily, as we met that day (3rd July...) and we had a lovely walk. Nothing was wrong and suddenly, I woke up at 2 am because outside the house there were drunk people screaming out loud. I took my mobile and I saw the sms. I thought that he send me a good-night sms but when I read it...I was completely in shock. "I don't love you" "If we continue would be a lie" "but I want you to chase your dream in London" "don't think that I don't care about you"...I read it 5 times or more and I laid down again on my bed thinking "This must be a nightmare". But it wasn't. I spent all night with my eyes completely opened, and I couldn't cry. I was so shocked...
Obviously in the morning all the tears burst violently.
Will be 2 months since then and I still don't have a good reason of why he did that to me. But maybe I don't want to know about him anymore, as the last time we talked (only two times since he dumped me) he said horrible things to me. He acted as he cared about me, but he doesn't, and he just saying stupid things and lies just to...get rid off the problem? I dunno...I don't know what to do, what to think...anything. It's a desperating situation.
Sorry for my words, but it's the consequence of loving a man that I will have to ignore.